What may come

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Long time, no update. so this will most likely been a long one


I am started a new hobby, which I am enjoying. Called cosplaying

It is great, but My family hates it. They don't understand, but I give up trying to tell this to them alot time ago.
I am current only cosplaying Xigbar.

Got my wig on saturday and style it on Sunday. I have a few things to go before xiggy is complete. I need to make his weapons and Get some boots to wear. I also need to save up money.

I also planning some other people, Most of oragzatation 13 so, I only need a change of wig and weapon.

But I am planning to do Gaara, the only character in the world that I would have to do much with my hair, although I need in redyed. But I have to wait in to the black grows out.

I havve met some great people thanks to cosplaying

I can't wait in to the expo, i going to be soo much fun. I am going out more and having fun. Even when I am doing nothing. I am walking alot more. It making my feet hurt more but I am slowy losing weight. I am going to try and lose some wweight but I will have to wait in to after the expo or my coat will be tooo big and I don't want that.

My weight dosen't affect me. I FAT, and I don't care

I also got a place a ravenbourse (can't spell), the collage that I want to go to. Hopely someday I will be a artist. Watch out world. I really want to go in to film or games. I not 100% in which one i want to go in, but if i had to pick now it would be Film.

Ok i have more to say But i don't fell like it

So I am off to work on my cosplay group yay << more detail about this later

ok, the lastest news

Ok, news on Chirs. HE IS ASSHOLE

i was told thatr after the party Amy went to collect her Birthday money, only Amy, me, Amy's mum and nan. Knew where is was putting her money, but it was gone. At first we all there like what fuck up when Amy remenber that she had put some money in there when chris was in the room and well we all think that he took it. But i don't care, i mean i lost £10 that night and before you say chris took it, relax i lost it bacuase i knew i had it in the morin coz we were going to the pub and I check my pocket it was there, and as we were clearing up i was gone. CHRIS WASN'T THERE.

whatever he a prick.

I am back to normal, well a bit i like people but i got no crushes at the moment.

Lastest news on the art way.

I have done the cover page, 1 and 2 page of my comic the calling but when i scan them it and started to lineart and colour. I find lots of mistaken and i wasn't heppy with the style. it looked great on the paper that moment i put it on the computer it is shit.

soooooo....

i am going to start again with a different styles. I am not going to bother with the coverpage in to the end of the a chapter or something. I am not sure how i want to colour them( i know how, not the style) grr.....

on the bright side, my roloscophing skill are getting alot better.

This is my lastest project:-

Siggys

Connie face looks fucked up in this picture

I have also worked out how to make animations

So the home art things are going well. School on the other hand is not going so well. I hate it at the moment it is shit. They are fucking up again. IHATEIT.

Well what can i do about it, the school or the teachers don't listen to us.

As of my own personal health, i am getting better still not well. but A LOT BETTER. my chest hurts still.

I am off now. wow this is along blog

Don't you hate doom relationships

God, i hate it when you get with a guy and you know from the start it doom. but you still you ahead.


grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...

ok, Amy party. Door goses and Lance some member of her family shows up, with his mate chris. The moment i saw him, i thought fuck he is hot. He was.... tall (but not to tall, i don't like tall guys) long hair to his chin, and a rock look. Ok so at first he was smileing at me, so i smile back as you do. When he had to go for a walk to met some one. I was with Amy nearly to door. so they came over to tell Amy. So lance was talking to her and he came over and placed his hand round me and said " and you can open the door" it was one of those moment, that when they left. we all scream like girls do. Coz he and i didn't know each other names. When he came back and i think he name to steve open the door because i had only came inside (he needed air, drunk too much). I got up to get another drink and saw him come in and it was another smileing flirt moment. I got my drink and later i had to get another after danceing. So i went to get one and we pasted each other and he smiled at me, placing his arm round me.

when later we got talking, still don't know his name. but he knows mine, he got it from my brother. Ok, so i when asks me for a smoke and i don't have any. (i only smoke at partys) So he asked if i know anyone that can get some from. Coz i know most of the people and he didn't. so i got him one from Matt, Amy's boyfriend. when i am talking to amy before hand, and she said that he said that i can get him one i get a kiss. whoooooooooooooooooo!!! as you can picture i was yes yes yes. still don't know he name.

So i give the smoke and get my kiss (snogging), so i so to get a drink (and tell my mates). Ok, so Amy ask if he did and she walked over to him and give him another cig. And he can over to do it again. so i asked what the fuck was that about. it turns out that they were talking early and he said he liked me and she knew i like him. Amy knows me too well. So he said what i would ever like him. so she said i bet that you will get with me. So when we did he got a cig.

i know what you thinking, this guy is only kissing me from fags. Not true.

Later we are dancing and singing coz it 12. new year and he comes over, and we start again.
When he need to help walk someone home because the another guy too drunk. i think they were a few of them doing it. so as he going to leave, he comes over again and say " i see you later" when snogging again.

so at this point in time i want to know what he name is, so ask Amy. Find out it Chirs. So when later we are talking, after i been walking one of my mate home. i fell over and hurt my arm. when i get back, we started again. when i had to leave his taxi turned up. and i did get his number. awwww.... a doom relationship for the start and i knew it. Amy told me that he lived a long way away. and i still got with him. awww... i would love to see him. hopey Amy will have another party soon and he will be there.

At least i remenber this guy name, the last one. i can't remenber, i was drunk and he got with 4 other girls. so i don't mind.

I hate them

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr (warning bitching) i hate my family, i haven't done my x-mas shopping. i was going to go on wednesday but dad made me stay in to sign of a silly packet and when today mum forgot to put money out, so now i have to go 2orow but nooooooooooo.... i have to wakeup early and go becuase they planned me without telling me i am bady sitting. so when i asked my brother to stay in because : he got to go out today and wednesday buttttttttt nooooooo... his got plans and he willn't stop them. sooooooooo.. i got to cut mine short,,,,, ggggrrrrrrrrrrr i hate it. if i can't get my present it is they fault. i hate my family.

And this is after i did lots and lots of fucking jobs for them.

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr... i feeling better now

BORED

OK, i am so bored at the moment. there is nothing to do. grrrrrrrrrrrr.... still not happy about his hair but what can i do about it. WHATEVER. he is still fit as hell.

i am soo tired.

Gavin Rossdale changed his hair

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

Ok, i am a big Gavin Rossdale Fan. and i love him to pieces.
AND HIS GOT A NEW HAIR CUT.

i am saying that i don't like it, but i like long hair on guys.

His new do!!

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Before, he found the scissors.